Oh dear... my phobia comes back again.!
Back to 4 years ago, a very terrible incident happened.
And I've slowly erase the flash in my memory..
Today, the same incident happened to me again,
but it aren't that terrible as 4 years ago.
I keep on asking myself..
Why am I so careless while doing something that is so dangerous..?!
Is it until now, I'm still unable to "get out" from that memory?
Am I so dumb until I do not keep an eye on it?
Will that memory be erased from my brain forever?
Or will it just stay at there in my brain forever?
I just wanna get out from that terrible incident memory.
And what I want is that terrible memory will be dumped into the toilet bowl
and flash it forever.
I want my normal life back..
I do not want this incident happen to me again in future.
I MEANT IT!!
Phobia, please leave me. Don't stay in my brain, in my memory anymore!
I can't stand on your torture towards me.
Please... just leave me alone...
forever leave my body.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
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